Should I cry??



It hurts when I saw the photos of your gf that you posted in fb.



Are you doing it on purpose??



You deliberately posted it so that I can see and stop disturbing you??



You are so cruel!



Is this what you really wanted??



Fine!



I will do what you want.



To think that we'll be able to become an item, FOOLISH ME!!



I should have listen to my friends to give up on you earlier, stupidity me to think that I still have the chance.



Anyway...



Since you have got back with ur gf, there's no point for me to keep contacting you...



All the best to you...



And...



It's really time for me to forget you...



It's going to take some time for me to do that...



It doesn't matter anyway...



Because I know that...



I deserve a better one



And...



It's worth waiting for the next one : )

If I say I like you, would you take me as a fool??



How can you make me fall for you and ignore me??



How can you have made my mind full of you??



How can you have treated me this way??



How can you push me to the other guy??



Do you know how much you've hurt me??



I don't want to say this but...



Just tell me if you don't like me.



But...



Can you don't ignore me and say that you like me too??

ARGHHH!!



SERIOUSLY DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU ARE DOING...



KEPT PUSHING ME TO THAT GUY...



FOR WHAT??



AND



IT REALLY BLEW UP MY TOP...



AND



DO YOU KNOW THAT...



IT HURTS TOO...

You have stopped saying "I miss you" to mii...




I really miss you saying that...




And now, I really wanted to say...




I MISS YOU TOO!!




BUT...




I know...




It's already too late for saying that now...




And...




I really regretted for not saying it earlier...

what a day for mii....


I forgotten to bring PIC book today and SHE ACTUALLY DROVE MII OUT OF HER CLASS JUST BECAUSE OF THAT!?!?!?!? It's not like I'm being defiant to her, sleep in class or never listen to her class and she just asked mii to leave class, crazy lorhh. FIRST TIME IN MY WHOLE LIFE, THANKS TO HER!! She gave mii 2 choices, leave the class or photostat the notes. Crazy lorhh, of course ii chose to go out, it's not like as if ii don't have the notes. I didn't say anything, took my bag and left the class. This is the first time ii acted like that. Actually I wanted to go home, but I suddenly remember that I still have to go for the stupid napfa test.


Ms felina told us a bad news today, she's going to leave us and go overseas with her husband. It's very sad because the she's the only teacher in Bishan that really cared for us and now that she's leaving, we're all very sad. She announced our recent CRM exam results, I got an "A". Seriously, I'm happy with my own results because I really studied hard for this exam. But knowing that a really nice teacher is leaving really makes mii down. I will miss her a lot, haha...


Napfa test today is super tiring and my body is aching now. Normally my standard for standing broad jump is 160cm to 165cm, but today ii got 172cm. Incline Pull up normally is 0 and now 5. I think its the anger I had today transfered into strength, haha...


Today didn't really check my hp for new messages because I know that you will never sms mii. It's better not to have expect that you will text mii, if not I'm going to be hurt again. But I somehow wanted to see your message just like before...:(

I shall start~


Hmmm, actually I knew this guy for I think about 2 years, and we met once before but probably its an outing with my friends, he is very quiet. First impression for him is quiet, quiet and VERY QUIET. I don't know what topic to chat with him also and that makes the few of us very awkward. After that first meet up with him, he tried to asked mii out but because I'm afraid of the awkwardness and ii often rejects him. Thereafter, he stopped texting mii and we didn't contact each other for quite some time. I tried to keep in touch with him by texting him because I didn't want to lose a friend because of that.


Recently, he broke up with his girlfriend, and we started chatting online and followed by texting. Every morning ii woke up, there's 1 new message in my inbox which ii was quite happy to see that. Last friday, he asked mii to go watch a movie with him, and because I'm very boring at home, so I went. The booked the 6 plus time slot of "prince of persia" and we meet quite early and he said he was hungry and we went to eat at long john silver. He said that it was very weird for him to eat alone, and so, ii asked him to help mii buy the fries. He came back with the meal instead. ii was quite full already and since he bought it for mii, ii have to eat. ii still remember he said " you so skinny, ii must buy more for u, to make u go fat. " Although ii didn't say anything, but actually, ii was quite happy because ii didn't expect him to say that. After that when we are in the cinema, the movie we was watching is really boring for mii, and ii fall asleep very quickly. The sound system is quite loud sometimes and ii suddenly woke up a few times and ii find myself leaning on his shoulder. I didn't think much and continue with my sleep. He woke mii up when the movie ended and he suddenly took off a towel on my leg. So ii thought, he scared that ii might catch a cold and put his towel on my leg because ii was wearing shorts. The thought of that makes mii so happy. Actually, I'm the kind of girl that will be touched by very little things, just like what he did to mii. Although it is a very trivial matter, but to mii, it's very touching. = )


On Saturday, we was chatting in msn, and he said that he was doing a report and also he miss mii. And ii told him "don't miss mii, do your report!!". I don't know if ii sounded harsh or what, he stopped talking and texting mii for a week. So, ii took initiative to text him, ii asked him whether ii said something that makes him angry or wat and he said that he was busy and will not be free for the next 6 weeks. Then ii told him not to give himself too much stress and he didn't reply mii :( . I saw him online in msn, and ii pm him and he actually offline after that without replying mii. My mind is in a whirl. The only thought in my mind is, is he avoiding mii or wat? But how can it be when he doesn't even know that I like him??


For the one week that he didn't text mii, ii was very sad, ii actually miss him. I'm always checking my phone for new messages and when there's one, ii was happy but it's not him. I'm the kind of person that don't express myself. Whenever he said he miss mii or what, ii will just put a smiley face and asked him not to miss mii but actually ii miss him but ii don't really dare to say it out. I regretted for not saying "ii miss you too" to him :( . I texted him yesterday, and the attitude he replied back has changed. ii don't know how to put it, it's totally different from the previous chatting. Then ii was thinking, if you're not interested in mii, then why should u treat mii so good and even said that you wanted to protect mii? ii asked him whether he's free yesterday night, but he didn't reply mii. Then ii told myself, it's time to forget him. No reply from him is the best answer for mii to forget him. BUT, he smsed mii in the morning!! ii was SO DAMN HAPPY when ii saw his name, but seriously, ii didn't know what he's thinking...


I like him not because of his looks, anyway, he's not handsome, ii like him because the way he treated mii is very sweet. :)


is it all my wishful thinking?? Am I reading too much into it?? Is he just treating mii as a friend and not something else?? A short romance?? I don't know~


Anyway, I have stopped being emo, im back to myself, let nature take it's course bahh..:)

The good thing is, there's still someone who cares for mii. I really appreciate it. When one is feeling down, the most important thing is you know there's still some of them who cares for you, it's really warmth.

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