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Friday, January 30, 2009

ARGHH!! THE VOLCANO INSIDE MII IS GOING TO ERUPT IF THAT WITCH IS NOT GOING TO SHUT HER MOUTH UP.

Words coming out from her mouth is not pleasant. Everytime say bad things about my mum and even mii.. CRAZY! During the second day of chinese new year, xiaoyi asked my mum to give redpackets to my sixth auntie's child. Unfortunately, she knew ALL about it. So, she asked my sixth auntie if my mum got give her the redpackets. But before that, my mum already told my sixth auntie about that. My mum asked them not to say things about her. If she happens to ask, tell her that they don't know anything. And so, they followed what my mum said and told her that she didn't know that the redpackets is with my mum. She later claimed that my mum wanted to keep the redpacket herself. Who will want to take children's redpacket? ii really doubt that she used her brain to think. Few bucks also want to keep and somemore its for the kids. She also said that she HATES my whole family except for jiejie. Crazy witch, who wants her to LIKE us. As if we like them also. Even her daughter, own sisters and brother hates her. And she clamied that jiejie said she wanted to go her house bai nian. When ii asked jiejie, she said that she didn't say anything about chinese new year let alone going to her house. Now ii know why daddy HATES her whole family. ii finally know....

# if i say i love euu, would euu take me as a fool? – @ 1/30/2009 07:05:00 PM

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

Woo! Just came back from the visit to relatives place. So tired. Went to Grandma and Godmummy's place this afternoon. Played with my cousins and my uncle's son and my psp. A wee bit boring. Just when my cousin said that one of our auntie ( All of us HATE most ) looked like a wolf. My answer to him was " she don't look like a wolf, she looked MORE like a WITCH, a wicked witch. " Jiejie didn't heard us and ii told her that my cousin called her a wolf. To my surprise, my sis answer is the same as mine. Great mind thinks alike, haha. What she did to mii is so so ruthless then mii giving her a name. Calling her a witch is already very merciful to her. Whether or not she's going to reconcile with my mum, ii will not EVER call her " auntie " for being so respectful. A person who overturned what people had said isn't FIT for mii to respect her. Even if ii met her outside, ii will turn my face away from her. ii will just treat it that ii never knew this person in my life before. Just the way she treated us. So what if you like jiejie more than mii? ii don't give a hoot to it either. She's the one whom quarrel with my mum and here she dragged mii in to the picture. It's TOTALLY none of my business. Saying mii like as if a I'm a sinner. So, don't blame mii for being disrespectful. Enough of her. Saying happy things now.

At about 2 plus, we went to Godmummy's house. Godmummy's cooking is really delicious, just like my mum, hehe. She cooked nasi brani today. Really love her cooking. While we were at the kitchan, her son came in and said " mummy, why we are so short de? " ii broke into laughter. Erm, frankly speaking, he's a little bit shorter than mii only. We were chatting while eating. Then, don't know what happened, she suddenly tried to match-make her son ( korkor ) with mii. This is the second time she is trying to match-make mii with her son. But this time round is her 2nd son. ii don't really know that whether to warm weather or the hearing of the match-make made my face so red. Ohh! ii didn't have to put blusher on my cheek, haha. So embarrassed! ii don't even dare to look at korkor. After that ii cleaned up the dining table and went to wash up all the plates. Finally got a quiet place, ii thought. BUT, it's still not the end. She asked mii to date korkor for a movie, omg!!! Faint.... She said that she wanted to be the bridge to bring us together. AHHH!!!!!

# if i say i love euu, would euu take me as a fool? – @ 1/27/2009 10:03:00 PM

Friday, January 16, 2009

Yeah!! Korkor is being discharged from the hospital le, =D. Shiyun came over to visit korkor just now. Thank you so much worx. You're the only one who came to visit. Wo hao gan dong ohh! Btw, korkor's condition is much more stable than yesterday. He went through an operation yesterday night to take out the tooth. The doctor said that one of the blood vessels is being cut by the tooth and so it cause the blood to run. When my sis and mii reached the ward, the nurses there just wanted to push him to the operation room. ii looked at korkor and ii almost faint because his mouth and chin is full of blood and his shirt tuned red colour. He is still bleeding a lot at that time and so the doctor have to choice to do the operation. He bleed for almost 11 hours. Can you believe? It's exaggerating but it's the truth. When we're behind him, tears run down my cheeks. ii just feel very sad about that. He is my dearest after all and there's risk doing operation also. The scene made mii think of the movie " rec ". Then, it makes mii even more frightened. Because ii was walking too slow, mummy turn around to look at where I'm and she saw mii crying. She didn't say anything and after that korkor went in to the operation room, ii saw her wiping away her tears. She is very worried about korkor. ii should say that, we're all worried about korkor. The nurse told my mum that the operation might last one hour or more than that. If the operation is not successful, they might transfer him to the ICU. ii felt even more like fainting. ii totally have no mood to joke. It's anguished to see the one dearest to you being pushed to the operation room without knowing that whether he will be okie. The waiting for the results is also excruciating. But fortunate is, the operation is very successful. After he is being pushed back to the ward, we also went back home to rest.

A nightmare for mii. hais...

# if i say i love euu, would euu take me as a fool? – @ 1/16/2009 04:01:00 PM

Thursday, January 15, 2009

Haissss...

My brother was admitted to the hospital. He fell in the toilet this morning at about 10 something and he knocked on his teeth and bleed. ii was sleeping at that time and mummy is out to the market. When my mum came back, she found my brother lying on the floor next to the toilet bowl with pool of blood. My mum wake mii up very quickly. Xiaoyi also came to my house to help mummy. Actually we're going out with xiaoyi but something happened to korkor and so we're not going. Korkor's blood did not stop flowing out. My mind was in a whirl and ii cried. The sight and smell of the blood made mii sick. Mummy even felt like fainting. Mummy called daddy to came home and see what to do with him. At last, we decided to call for the ambulance. After ii hang up the phone, the centre don't know from where called and asked if we needed any police to be around. ii was like huh? Why do we need police. ii told her that my brother fell down himself, not in a fight or what. After that, within few minutes, ii could hear the siren of the ambulance and they came up very quickly. After they've done everything, They carry korkor to the chair and daddy follow them into the ambulance. Korkor was sent to the A&E. ii packed up everything that is needed and get changed to take a cabby to the NUH A&E department. Jiejie also arrived very quickly also. We stayed there for hours waiting. ii just ring up mummy and asked her how is korkor and she told mii that the doctor can't stop the wound from bleeding. OMG!! It was 8 hours and they still can't stop the bleeding. ii really can't imagine the pain korkor had now. He lost a lot of blood also. * faint *... Going to the NUH again later with jiejie.

HAIS.....Kor, get well soon...

# if i say i love euu, would euu take me as a fool? – @ 1/15/2009 05:44:00 PM

Sunday, January 11, 2009

Woo!! Just came back from jp with a lot of cny stuffs. Spent $200 plus at ntuc xtra. Before going to the ntuc, mummy watched the stage performance and there is prize giving if you participate on the games they are playing. Then mummy dragged mii up to the stage without letting mii to know what they are doing. ii told her that it was so embarrassing, ii don't want to go up. Then she told mii that first prize is $168 cash. By that time, ii was already on stage. OMG!!! SO EMBARRASSING!! My ever first time, haas. ii was looking at the floor all along, hehe. There's 3 group including us. So the game started, they asked questions and we answered. We answered most of the question and got the first prize. Yup, we got the $168 cash money, haas. We are so lucky! And mummy said she wanted to sponsor mii to buy a handphone. Woohoo! So excited...

# if i say i love euu, would euu take me as a fool? – @ 1/11/2009 11:46:00 PM

I woke up at 8am ( very early ) yesterday morning. Going bedok with jiejie to learn make-up which cost mii $3o. Arghh! So tired and the lesson is so expensive. The moment ii got out of the house, ii got stomachache. No time for mii to go toilet cos we're running out of time. No choice, ii have to endure the pain. It was torturing! The pain never stopped. OMG!! The pain was gone when ii reached that person's house. ii felt so relieved, =D. The lesson lasted for 2hr30mins. The most importantly, ii knew how to apply eyeliner, haha. But, the make-p yesterday was a wee bit too thick. ii wasn't very comfortable about it. My eyes looked so BIG and it felt so teary. Jiejie clever lorhh, brought shades out with her to cover her eyes, whereas mii, nothing to cover, hais. We went home after that because we don't really dare to wear sure think make-ups out. When ii was in the mrt, jiejie and mii got a place to sit and ii finally can use my hands to cover my eyes. Home sweet home finally, no people looking at mii, haas.

After that went to china town with daddy and mummy. Jiejie and korkor meet us there. We went to eat steamboat, haas. Hmm, quite nice and i'm the one who surrendered first. This was the first time we, as a whole family went out to eat steamboat together. We eat it at home normally because mummy's steamboat is much more delicious than the outside one's. After that went to shop around, bought a lot of things and went home. When we took a lift home, daddy pressed the no.5 button. When we reached, we went out the lift, ii was stunned. ii was like ehh, how come so different one? My neighbour's window also changed. The contractor so efficiency. They finished changing window within few hours. Then ii turned to look at the plate indicated the floorth, it was the 12th storey. Then we went back to the same lift again. ii pressed no.5 button again. We reached and we went out without looking at the storey plate. Then ii said, ya, correct le la..But then it was so different again. After that jiejie looked at the plate, we're at the 9th storey. * roll eyes * Then, we do the same things again. At last, we reached the 5th floor. Hmm, is it that the lift is playing a joke on us or is it something that stopped us from going home??? ii don't know....

Tiring but a joyful day for mii. Because, family is very IMPORTANT to mii.

Going jp de ntuc extra to buy cny stuffs tonight, haas. Gonna buy a lot of things...hehe

# if i say i love euu, would euu take me as a fool? – @ 1/11/2009 04:06:00 PM

Tuesday, January 06, 2009

Last night before ii went to bed, ii was lying on my bed, thinking...

Thinking about a friend?

Thinking about the vivid memory made mii cried. Drats, ii cried a lot this year, omg!! I'm going to become a " ai ku gui " le. ii don't like to cry but ii just couldn't control it. Human tends to let their imaginations run wild when they are alone or free from doing things. I'm actually frustrated about this, because it's been bugging mii for long. It's really LONG. But ii just couldn't get myself out of this particular thing. It's really hard. It's really really difficult. ii didn't tell anyone including besties about it because ii think they're also vexed about hearing the same thing over and over again. I'm so very sorry...

~ A tired mii......

# if i say i love euu, would euu take me as a fool? – @ 1/06/2009 11:02:00 PM

Monday, January 05, 2009

Have you people experienced crying in your dream and also found yourself sobbing when you are back to reality?

And...

I've experienced it twice. Both dream is about my friend. I almost forgotten what ii dreamt but I'm certainly sure that, it's not a nightmare. It left only a wee bit in my mind. Its about I'm at my birthday party with all my friends around. We were playing happily but after awhile, everything changed totally. ii cried in my dream and ii woke up to reality, weeping. ii couldn't stop weeping and after that fell asleep again. It's really not a very good experience I've had.

# if i say i love euu, would euu take me as a fool? – @ 1/05/2009 08:47:00 PM