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Monday, June 30, 2008

Yesterday had an fun as well as a boring day out to sentosa. ii woke up at 7.20am to prepare all my stuff and leave home at 8.50am with jiejie. My brother-in-law-to-be wanted to drive mii there but we went for their breakfast first. ii didn't eat because ii was having stomachache, aww! Their been hoon smelt so nice and looked delicious that lester korkor ate up all the been hoon quickly and left nothing inside the plate. ii also feel like eating, sobsob. And ii only had a cup of coke for my breakfast. After that lester korkor drove mii to jurong east interchange and ii ran to the mrt station as ii assumed that everyone was there already. And ii was late, so sorry about it.

We reached vivo and went to sentosa don't know which beach. ii can't remember what beach we went to, haha. I'm a road idiot remember? Haas. We soon found a shelter that nobody is using. Erm, for your information, only 9 of them including mii went for the so called class outing, hais. But we have fun and our girls talk when all the guys went off for their swim and tanning. Talked about the break-ups and all that, haha. The guys bought liquor there and they enjoyed it in the hot sun. And soon, they got a bit tipsy. It's very obvious, all of them were crazy about certain things, haha. The most carzy things they did was, they attempted to throw huimin and mii in to the sea. Alvin lim ping hong even pulled my hair and dragged mii. ii struggled of course and tried to run away but ii came to realise something. No matter how long a girl's leg can be and how skinny you are, you will always lose to a guy whether he is fat or short when you have a running competition. But huimin was in the worst case, they carried her, haha. Fortunately, nobody was throw in to the water. Huimin, huirong and me left the guys after that because we really felt boring. Huimin got a little bit tipsy when we left, haha. For this so called class outing, only huimin, huirong, me, howchwen, siyao, alvin, jianfeng, hazig and ridzwan.

The most saddest thing was the three of us didn't want to get dark but eventually the outcome is on the contrary. MY GOD! All of us got sunburned but i'm not only one who got sunburned on my face. =( My cheek and nose went red. People who didn't know that ii went to beach will think that ii drank liquor although ii didn't or put on a heavy make ups. Obviously, nobody will put blusher on the nose right? haha. Ya, think i'm the only one but it's not blusher. Guess what, when ii came out from the toilet, daddy says i'm very " ai mei " because ii put make up at home. Daddy always like to tease mii, hehe... After the bath, ii fell asleep with my hair wrapped with towel. I'm totally bushed. But ii forced myself to wake up at 10pm to watch incredible tales. ii went to bed after watching the show. And, ii went soundly asleep. It's been a while since ii was soundly asleep...

Woot~ sexy sexy! * Drooling, haas. Joking...

Looked like a model in those men's magazine?

Know what R.I.P means?? It's REST IN PEACE. May you rest in peace! CHOY! TOUCH WOOD!

Huimin helping howchwen to put mascara, haas

Pretty worx...

Oh my god! What are they doing? =X

Emo-ing...

There are more photos on huimin's phone. Will upload when ii gotten it. Stay tuned.

# if i say i love euu, would euu take me as a fool? – @ 6/30/2008 11:13:00 AM

Saturday, June 28, 2008

Hmm, supposed to be a class outing tomorrow but many of them is not going. It was quite disappointing as ii really thought that this was the first and last time we will be meeting each other and yet they didn't want to go. ii knew that every one is busy with their own work but this was really the last time to meet up. It's really not easy to meet everybody. Think it's just mission impossible. May be ii chose to go for the class outing not to have fun but to have sometime for myself to straighten out my thoughts. This year is a bad year to be in a relationship. Why ii said so because friends around mii broke up with one another. If not, they are like going to break kind.

Yesterday ii have a chat with macus and kaixiang, they told mii a lot of things related to him. But guess what, they are all his shortcomings, haha. After the chat, ii went to bed but ii couldn't get to sleep. ii was tossing and turning the whole night but not thinking of him. ii just can't get to sleep. Until 4 something in the mornin, my hp rang. Brenda called mii to chat up. Just nice, ii couldn't sleep, haha. ii thought something happened between her and her bf, scare mii. We have a long chat until 5 plus and both of us went to bed respectively.

Bren, he really don't worth you to commit suicide over him. In fact, no man or woman worth your death, you understand? ii know you're just saying out of pique but please don't do something silly. They really don't worth it. Even mii, thinking a lot type also don't think it this way. What you think is really wrong. Don't forget you still have your family and friends who really care about you. Please keep it in mind.

# if i say i love euu, would euu take me as a fool? – @ 6/28/2008 05:45:00 PM

Friday, June 27, 2008

Awwww! Just because of one t-shirt, and he don't want to go for our class outing. ii knew traveling around is very troublesome but now it's our class outing. We seldom meet up. If im not wrong, the last time we met is when we took the o level results. It's long right? And, he can jolly well said : " so? " when ii told him it's our class outing. He seems indifferent towards the class outing. It really made my blood boil, irritating guy. This is the first time ii have a tiff with someone in msn. He broke my record, preposterous! His chivalry is dead! ii just wanted everybody to meet up at this happy occasion, am ii wrong? ii only wanted everyone to be happy and have fun, am ii wrong? Am ii? This is a happy occasion, ii didn't want to tense up everything. I'm sorry if ii said something wrong. ii knew i'm over-sensitive and i've already apologized. It's up to him whether to accept it or not. Anyway, my conscience is clear about it.

# if i say i love euu, would euu take me as a fool? – @ 6/27/2008 08:59:00 PM

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

Brenda asked mii whether ii will think about the things mii and him went through. And my answer was ii cannot not think about it as he was my first bf. It's said that one's first love is usually a flop and it's not easy to get over someone you really love. Maybe time will heal all the wounds but it's a matter of time. To mii, ii think ii should be a long long time to get over it. A lot of them told mii to forget him but you know it's easy said than done. ii also wanted to wipe him off my memory but ii really can't do it. ii knew thinking of him will only bring mii sadness but ii also don't like to. It's like ii don't have the choice but to only think of him and it's driving mii crazy. I still can't get over him. ii very much want to hate him but ii fail to do it. I have myself to blame that i've been hurt by him. ii appreciate everyone's concern but ii just can't wipe him off my mind. Give mii some time, i'll brace up.Okie, enough of this...=(

Shiyun and mii went to city hall just now and ii bought a ring at $13.90, haas. ii love rings especially the big big ones. We went window shopping and ii saw a lot of things that ii like but ii got no money to buy, sad sad. ii broke le, hais. We went to esplanade. ii love going there maybe its because of the ambience and the memories i've got there. After that we went to take mrt home. It's really really cramp. One indian lady behind mii keep on pushing mii and put her hands on the grap pole. One thing that disgust me the most was, she actually dig her nose and put her hand back to the grap pole. ii was like * roll eyes *. OH MY GOD! Faint. She can simply just take out a tissue paper at least that makes it more clean and less disgusting. That moment, ii really wanted to get off the train as quickly as ii could. When ii reached my blk and waiting for the lift, one doggy came running towards mii. The first reaction ii had was to scream and run away. That dog chase after mii, so scary. That little dog looked so small but very fierce. Cannot judge a person by it's cover, haas. My heart was palpitating vehemently and like going to faint. It was really scary. i'm afraid that the dog might bite mii. But lucky, he ran quite slow, if not...=x William says that when dogs are scared, they bark fiercely. But when you give them some padding, they will not bark again. Erm, can see that he really really love dogs. ii love dogs but ii don't really dare to stay close to them. Perhaps ii have a phobia towards dogs.

I'm going to be a tutor for my THREE cousins starting from tomorrow onwards. ii don't know if i'm able to be a tutor as this is my first time but i'm going to try my very best to teach them what ii know. ii may not be a very good tutor as i'm not a professional but i'm sure i'll be a good cousin to teach them whether in studies or manners. BUT ii really can't imagine what will happen tomorrow. I'm not sure whether ii could stand the noise they make. If you've saw my previous posts, no matter where they go, the place would be filled of their voices. THUNDERRRROUS!!! OH MY GOD!!! ii really can't imagine. Heard my auntie said that i'm their nineth tuition teacher. They've kicked out eighth tutor and i'm not sure whether i'm the number ninth. Hope not. Shiyun asked mii whther about the tuition fees and ii only took the transportation fee from my auntie cos the first thing, i'm not sure that ii will be able to take up the job. Second, what if after ii taught them, they failed, their father will blame mii. ii think its better to do it this way, conscience clear to mii so long ii did my very best to teach them. Awwww!!!

# if i say i love euu, would euu take me as a fool? – @ 6/18/2008 08:41:00 PM

Monday, June 16, 2008

Happy belated Father's day! Both me and my sis brought daddy out for dinner at zheng fa restaurant yesterday night. And of course, we all had our fill there. ii was very busy snapping down the sumptuous meal and ate very slow. Slower than everybody, =D. Have everybody heard of nice food needs to be tasted slowly? Haas. The food there is delicious and the washroom is very clean too. But waitresses and waiters are very clumsy. They broke many glasses there, maybe it's too crowded and they are also very busy. It was a recommended place to go. Lester korkor ordered durian pudding for the dessert and he said : " 哇！真的是榴琏叻！Then ii replied him : " 废话！难道是芒果meh! " Everyone laughed. It's the fact what. Durian should taste like durian, durian shouldn't taste like mango. =D

After that we went to Jurong Point and we bought a lot of things. Luckily we have a car to drive us home. When we were walking to the car park, ii asked mummy something. ii asked her, since jiejie found a guy who truly loves and dote on her, is she still worried about her? She said she is not worried about her anymore but she is much more worried about me. Yes, lester korkor really treat jiejie and us very good. I felt happy for jiejie because she finally found her prince charming. Erm, so when will be my prince charming appear? *waiting*...

ii accompany shiyun to queensway shopping center and anchor point just now. Have laughter on the way there, haha.