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Monday, April 30, 2007

Today after school meet brenda and shiyun to have our lunch near my house. We went to eat roti prata and plus chat for almost 2 hours, haas. So happy today! We chat almost everything in the world, oops, so exaggerating, haas. But it's true, haas.

See brenda eat untill like that, so u all should know how delicious the prata taste le bah, haas.

A LOT right? But not all ii eat one. At the extreme right there was a plate that only left chilli and that was mine.
All was from brenda and shiyun, haas. They are " da wei wang ", =x

# if i say i love euu, would euu take me as a fool? – @ 4/30/2007 11:34:00 PM

Another moody day~~

Yesterday my classmates wanted to go library study but no one asked mii to go, sobsob. When walking to another class, huimin and huirong said about yesrterday's thing and huirong said that she sms mii and strange thing was ii didn't recieves any sms from her. Then huimin interrupted and said : " ii thought you said you want to go zoo and don't want to go library. " When ii said ii want to go zoo? ii also didn't said ii don't want to go library to study, hais.

After that in english lesson, they said that they wanted to go library tomorrow again to study. But still, no one asked mii to go, hais. Then one of them told her that he don't want to go and library was close due to public holiday. Then mingkang suddenly said ii became very " zi bi " after ii recovered from my sickness. Sometimes ii really don't want to be " zi bi " but no choice, they always chose to chat when in lesson time. ii wanted to concentrate in my studies and on the other hand, ii don't know and don't understand what they are talking about, hais, sobsob. These few says really felt very stress. Hope it will go off as soon as possible.

Sometimes really wanted to say out all my unhappy things but somethings is difficult to expain. May be ii don't want to give them any trouble. May be bottled up everything is relax to mii, sobsob.

Life is really miserable...

hais...

# if i say i love euu, would euu take me as a fool? – @ 4/30/2007 02:47:00 PM

Sunday, April 29, 2007

Yesterday before ii went to sleep, ii suddenly thought of huimin, hais. Untill now, ii still don't think that she treat mii as her friend although she talked to mii. ii always hope that she will link mii in her blog but failed. From the first day school reopen, ii thought that her computer spoilt that's why she never online but untill now, ii still haven't seen her online. It's already four months. Everytime in school my classmates will requested her to send them songs and ii think that she have blocked mii. I'm really disappointed in her. ii don't think she knew how much tears ii have shed just because of her, sobsob.

Last two months, she suddenly talked to mii and ii really felt elated, even my classmates knew ii was very happy. But now ii really felt very disappointed. ii knew ii isn't worth it but ii don't know why everytime think of her, ii will feel very sad. Yesterday night, the good times with her flashed in my mind. ii think we both knew that we could not go back to the good times we have had last time. Treated her as my sister's but in the end ii get nothing but loads of bad words or even vulgarities from her. Last time alvin's grandmother passed away and shufeng and mii attended the funeral. One if my teachers knew that we're going and asked mii to help her give money to alvin. Then she suddenly pop-up one sentense, Teacher, you trusted winnie? ii did not steal anything before and yet she can still say this kind of words. Her words really hurt. In school we seldom talked, if have it was all about school work and not other things. May be it did us good to remain as friends or even classmates but not best friend again.

Yesterday midnight, ii recieved those harrassing calls again. The first time was at 3.46am and the second time was at 4.54am. Really wonder if these people need to sleep? Everytime called when people is sleeping soundly, hais.

# if i say i love euu, would euu take me as a fool? – @ 4/29/2007 02:07:00 PM

Friday, April 27, 2007

Ahh~ ii got muscle pain ah, sobsob. My arm, stomache, leg and my ankle so pain, hais. Shiyun's class so good, today don't need to run. Why yesterday never rain, hais. But go earlier also good because can don't need worry about 2.4km again, yeah, haas.

Today chemistry lesson, ms wong ask us to do ten years series but we went chatting, haas. Heard them say about one indonesia ghost story. It is about a man who wanted to be rich and one day he went past the cemetry and decided to went in to find one tombstone and asked for wealthy. He saw pontianak but he was not afraid of her. He told her that he wanted to become rich. This pontianak asked him to bring 7 water melons to her. The man after that brought 7 watermelons to her and actually the watermelons was his family members head. That night he went back home to kill all his family members. He don't know that the watermelon was actually his family members head. After that he became wealthy but all his family members were gone just because he wanted to become rich. He was so selfish. He didn't have a good ending after all, hais. Another one was they said when you heard footsteps or somebody talking to you very near or beside you, acyually the spirit was very far from you. But if you heard it very far from you, you will have to run because the spirit was very near you. OMG! Next time when walking alone in the night, ii will prefer taking mp3 beside me. If not ii will be very scared when hearing these kind of sound.

After that went to chinese lesson and half way through the lesson alvin saw bee beside his table, omg! Alvin just seated right behind mii and he chased the bees away. But the bee did not went off, it flew beside mii and ii don't dare to move. Then they said that the bee was under my table and ii was very scared and stood up. ii quickly went to the back of the classroom, omg. After that alvin took my newspaper and beat and stepped at the bee, so scary. ii felt that the bee was so pitiful, hais.

# if i say i love euu, would euu take me as a fool? – @ 4/27/2007 11:55:00 PM

Thursday, April 26, 2007

Yesterday 12pm went to sleep and my sis 12.15 came in to the room and said wanted to tell mii sonething. That time ii already fell a sleep and she woke mii up, hais, so sleepy. ii asked her what she wanted to tell mii and she kept repeating that she wanted to tell mii something, hais. After that she told mii that she brought a pearl necklace at hundred over dollars for my mum as mother's day is coming and ii wanted to share with her, haas. After that she snatched away my " bao bei ". ii cannot sleep without it and ii went out to take it and went back to sleep. At about 12.25 she came in AGAIN and took away my another " bao bei ". This time ii did not went to take back as ii was really feeling very tired. She said that she will be back, omg! ii thought that she was just joking but she really came back and went up to my bed ( double deck, ii sleeping at the top ) and sleep with mii. My bed is single size one and she still squeeze in, hais. But there is still space for mii to sleep, haas. ii didn't want to argue with her and ii slowly fell asleep. My mum came in to the room and asked my sis whether she wanted to go in to her room's toilet and she found nobody in her bed, so funny. Then she looked up and asked my sis why she was in my bed and she also asked her to go back to her bed. ii was so happy, haas. My sis is really wierd yesterday, don't know what happen to her.

Today went for 2.4km run, so tired. Don't know whether ii got pass? hais. After running, my whole stomache was very pain, felt giddy and whole body was trembling, omg! But now felt okie le, dun worry oh, haas...

# if i say i love euu, would euu take me as a fool? – @ 4/26/2007 08:16:00 PM

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

In pe lesson, mr yeo wanted us to measure the height and weight again using the high-tech weighing machine. ii thought ii have put on weight but ii can continue to put on 5.2kg. But ii don't know why my height have decreased from 167 to 166. Decreased by 1 cm, omg! The machines is not acurate one, so angry, haas.

Before recess is pe lesson and we quickily went changing in the toilet and ii met my two best friend, brenda and shiyun. They also wanted to go changing and we went in together. They both told mii that a girl called peiting wanted to have recess with the three of us. This girl had backstabbed mii before and ii don't really like her very much. Brenda and shiyun also don't really like her because she like to say people's bad word behind the person's back and she is very talkerthief and kept on saying without stopping. We are all afraid of her. As ii said before, she backstabbed mii once and ii don't have a good impression towards her. After changing, we quickily went to canteen to " book " our place and buy food. After buying, we went back to our seats and chat. We actually said that we don't want her to sit with us and we filled the chairs with our bags. ii know we are very bad but no choice, hais. But when she came, she asked mii whether she can have recess with us. ii can't possibly said cannot and ii nodded to her and said of course. Then she asked mii why ii never eat, and ii told her ii was very full. Then, my friend, huimin came to mii and said don't care about her and peiting saw everything. She kept looking at mii and ii was very scared that she asked mii what huimin was saying. ii quickily asked her what she wanted to eat. When she went off to buy things. huimin came again and said a lot of things. She said peiting created a lot of trouble and the " gangsters " wanted to beat her up, ii was so shocked. She also said that her sis see her one time, beat her one time. She told mii to stay away from her if not we will also get into this trouble. Don't know why ii last time really don't like her but when ii saw her, ii don't really have the anger and hateness towards her. So wierd. When she came back, huimin deliberately said out very loud and she went back to her seats. AFter a while, she called mii and said that ii was very pitiful. ii was like omg! They two were actually best friend but don't know why became like that, hais. Even the 5N1 class also " anti " her. ii really felt very pitiful for her. Now really don't like to hate somebody. ii truefully think that hating somebody is a very tiring thing, haas, even if she did something bad to mii before.

# if i say i love euu, would euu take me as a fool? – @ 4/25/2007 08:12:00 PM

Sunday, April 22, 2007

Woah, fun day at zoo, haas. Before going to cck interchange to meet brenda and eddy, shiyun and me were at je interchange to watch the roadshow on the ns40. It's about the national service one, haas. The uniform of the navy one is very nice leh, like prince, all white colour de, like it very much. After that went to take mrt to cck meet them and went to take bus 927.

Yeah, reached zoo, bought the tickets at 15 bucks ( quite expenxive, heart pain worx, haha. ) at the entrance and we went to have our lunch at kfc. shiyun and me went to buy our meal first and it was such a long queue. When we finished buying and went back to our seats and saw brenda and eddy playin chinese chess, aww! So boring! We kept asking them to buy food and can quickily go into the zoo but they ignored us, so angry, haas. Shiyun and me have finished our meal but this two people still haven't finished playing, hais, so slow ah. After that shiyun and me both went to, haha, bombed the toilet ( took this phrase from william, opps, so funny ). Then ii suddenly heard " someone " took photo in the cubicle, omg! We ii went out, ii saw two eurasian girls waiting for the toilet, felt so embarrassed. shiyun said we were in the toilet for 10 mins, got so long ah? haas. We took " some " pics in the toilet, haas. When finished, we went back to the kfc to see if they are still in there. So shocked worx, they were still eating, omg! They really very slow ah.

Then, FINALLY, they finished eating, and we really can go in to the zoo le, yeah! Very fun ah! Yesterday's weather is quite nice but suddenly rain. Don't know is it because shiyun, brenda and me sang our syf song or what, haas. Really, after singing, it rains. Eddy didn't bring water and ii remembered the children's world got water cooler and we went there but saw no water cooler but basin, haas. We saw kfc there and went in to get plain water from them, haas, so embarrassed. After that ii wanted to see my twin sister, sheba. Know who? Polar bear, sheba, she and me shared the same year, same month and same day, such a coincidence. ii think she is older than me as ii was born in the mid-night. We searched high and low for the polar bear as some places was in renovationed. Haas, we all don't know how to read map, omg! It's a pity that william never go, hais, he is a expert, haas. never mind la, still got chance one. Finally saw the sign og polar bear and we went in to see but saw no polar bear, hais. We went to find seats and waited for the polar bear to come out, haas, took a lot of pictures of my twin sister, sheba and her mother, inuka. It's a pity that after inuka died, sheba will have to sent back to her homeland, sobsob. Singapore zoo don't want to look after her le, hais. So disappointed, sobsob. At about 6pm, we went back to the entrance cause zoo close at 6pm.

After that went to cck to have a walk and head back to jurong west to have my dinner there, haas. After that went back home and upload the pics to my computer. We took only " some " photos at the zoo, haas. Enjoy!!

The journey to the zoo begins....

# if i say i love euu, would euu take me as a fool? – @ 4/22/2007 01:47:00 PM