Sobsob..have been sick these few days.


Coughing, sneezing, vomitting and headache...hais..

Not feeling very well these few days. My whole family members also fell sick, everybody was just coughing and sneezing throughout. If one started to cough, the other will follow, haha. Now, my house is full of germs, hehe. Erm, still did not get any better. Wednesday night ii even went to throw out everything that ii have consumed. Didn't have much strength after that. Actually don't really feel like going to school on the following day, but oral is on friday, ii didn't want to miss my english lesson. The next day, ii have to wake myself up to go to school. Walked to school in a slow speed, even slower then the snail, haha.


Finally, my oral had finished. ii think that it was quite easy. Before going to oral, we were all in the toilet pinning up our fringes. Everyone looked nerd, haha. After that we ran to the src where our oral was held because time was running out. We went in and quickly arranged the chairs before the examiners came in. We settled down immediately and mrs yeo then realised that the door inside the src room cannot close. She quickly called all the guys to help her and by then, the examiners came in. Mrs yeo told them that the door was not working and asked if we can move to the auditorium. The examiners nodded their head and headed there. Because the auditorium was not set up, mrs yeo asked all of us to move the tables and white boards there. But nobody helped. Huimin and mii went to the src but it was locked. So ii ran to find mrs yeo to get the pass to open the door. We carried the tables out and nobody was willing to help until we reached the door of the auditorium. We quickly settle down and finally the examination starts. While we were waiting for our turn, one of them took out biscuits to share with us. They still have the mood to eat, omg! ii was the fourth one to take oral and ii was very nervous and worried. When the invigilators gave us the pencil to sign, my hand was shaking badly and everyone laughed. ii stood there quietly and waited for my turn. ii repeated saying, die le, going to be my turn in my mind. When it was my turn, ii saw the passage and picture, ii began to relax because it was quite easy. But when my 10 mins was up, ii went to the next room and went down to the examiners. My heart was palpitating vehemently. After the oral, ii went down to find mingkang and discuss about the oral and headed back home. ii was in seventh heaven after the oral, haha.


ii went to tuition at about 5pm and ii heard some bad news. Huirong told mii that fiona was going. When we reached there, we saw fiona there and our tuition teacher called her out to talk to her. After their talking, she went off angrily. We all thought the she have went home, but at 7pm, she went up again. We were all in a shock, we knew that we were in a fix. We quickly pack our belongings and wanted to go home but she started her nonsense again. She kept on asking us why the tuition teacher don't want to let her join the group and asked us why are we always leaving her behind. She can repeated the questions many times, we were all afraid of her. It's not that we didn't want to welcome her, if we welcome her, she will do all the silly things. We were afraid that it will also affect our o levels. She is a very stubborn and a sensitive person. On the friday morning, we have a physics practical to do. ii knew what the question wants and taught a lot of people how to do. ii finished up the whole thing and went to see if they need any help. ii went to help huirong, huimin and mingkang. They also finished up everything accept for fiona. ii went over to her sit and see whether she needed any help. ii told her that she got the wrong reading and maybe she need to re-do all the steps or she can use other people's readings. She neither want to re-do nor use the readings of others. Then huimin came and asked her to use huirong's readings and she listened to her words. She liquided everything in the table and wrote huirong's answer. But after she finished copying, she flip the paper and copy her own answer. ii told her that her reading was wrong but she still insisted doing it. ii explained to her how to do the next questions but she was still busy copying her answer. After that, she asked mii to repeat again. ii really don't know how to communicate with her, hais.


At night, ii went to eat roti prata with my parents because the day before, ii accompanied brenda and shiyun there. Because of my oral on the following day and ii was having sore throat, ii didn't dare to eat. ii can only sit there watching them eating. ii was tempted by the roti prata, haha. So, ii didn't care about the coughing and went to eat it with them, haha.

Yesterday in art lesson, we were all deciding on what topic to choose from the paper 2 and shufeng sat there doing nothing and ii knew something happened to him agaim. ii turned to asked him what happened to him and is it because of his gf? He told me that his gf wrote him a letter saying that if this world have forever, then, there won't be any liar. Her meaning is saying that he was lying to her. Shufeng felt frustrated and wanted to find auntie jasmine but mdm teo don't let him out because he have not finished the prep work. He looks disheartened and stressed. ii talk to him for a while and turned back to finish up my work. Then, ii suddenly turned and saw him using pencil to scratch his face. ii quickly pulled his hand and scolded him. After that ii went toilet with brenda and when ii came back, he asked me to lend him my nail cliper. ii innocently thought that he wanted to trim his finger nails but he told me that he wanted to cut himself. When ii heard that, ii turned back to the front and kept it. He beg me to lend him and ii asked him why he want to cut himself. He said that now he can't feel any pain. ii scolded him and after school, ii saw auntie jasmine and told him all about shufeng because i'm afraid that he will do something silly.


Today in pc lesson, we have to attend the talk organised by ngee ann poly. ii sat with huirong and huimin. ii heard that they wanted to go into the same course. ii still remembered last year, huimin also said the same thing to me. ii think she have long forgotten. It was anguished, hais.


ii was having sorethroat, slightly cough and flu. Friday is my oral exam and ii was afraid that it will affect me, sobsob.

Today after geography lesson, we have got half an hour break before going back. Mr cheng wanted to challenge howchwen doing the chin-ups. He heard that howchwen's record is 26 chin-ups and is hong kah's strongest man and wanted to compete with him. We went to the chin-up bars immediately to watch. This two guys is quite childish, they played scissors, paper, stone to see whether who lose and the loser needs to go first. Howchwen lose and he started the ball rolling. He did 24 chin-ups and mr cheng started his. Mr cheng did 27, 3 more chin-ups then howchwen. They both are very strong. Most of my boys classmates, the average is about 10 and they did a double, wow!! It's amazing. After they finished, suddenly the claping sound sounded very loud. Now then ii noticed that there was a lot of people standing there watching, quite " ci dun ", haha.

Friday stayed up very late to wait for my sis to come back from work. She's quite a workaholic, haha.At first she said she will be back by 3am but we waited and waited finally she called and said that she is reaching soon and asked my mum and me to go downstairs to wait for her. By that time, it was already 4.30am. It was freezing cold, regretted not bringing my jacket along with me, hais. Waited for few minutes, my sis cab came. My mum and me saw three guys loitering around. ii feel that recently in the vicinity is not very safe at night, especially. Always will get to see those people that ii have not seen before. The most important thing was now is the seventh month, the scariest month of all, haha. Reached home and waited for my sis to get changed and ii quickly turn in. My eyes was getting very small and eyelids is so heavy. Woke up at 11am in the morning and went off to the market after that with my mum. Have tuition at 3pm at je library and found no where to sit. No choice have to sit on the floor for 3 full hours. My legs was very pain ah, sobsob. Went home after tuition and went out again with my parents and sis. We went IMM to have our dinner and of course shop for our daily necessities. Went back home at 11 plus, so tiring. We bought crabs and sushi home, hehe. Because it was to late and we didn't get to eat crabs but later ii have got crab to eat le, haha.


Today went out with my parents to have our breakfast and after that went to cash converters. When ii was looking for vcds, one boy behind me came to hold my hand. ii was shocked and the maid quickly pull him back. But this haven't ended, after a while, he came to hug me and hold my hand tightly from the back. ii was totally being scared by him and my mind was blanked in the spur of moment. The little boy's parents quickly come and pull him away but the little boy clanged on to me tightly. He kept on hiding behind my back, haha. The little boy parents kept on forcing his hands open and my mum asked them not to. After a while then he loosen his hands. Erm, don't know whether is ii have " xiao hai zi yuan " or he mistaken me, haha. But, it was quite funny a funny incident that ii have met. hehe..

Erm, Sunday went to grandma house to celebrate my grandpa's birthday. Everything is still the same, chat with my dearest cousin, played my nintendo DS, watch my mum and aunt playing mahjong and stare into space. It's like a routine to me, haha. Monday is the releasing of my mother tougue results and ii almost forgot all about it. When 11pm, our recess time, ii quickly went to the canteen to meet brenda and shiyun. ii was eager to see the results ii get and surprisingly ii got a b3. Although it's not as good as what ii think but ii was quite happy with my current results. To my surprise, brenda got b4 and shiyun got a c5. ii always thought that they could get the same grade as me. After looking at the results, ii went back to find both of them and asked them whether thay wanted to retake their chinese. Both of them wanted to retake and ii was still in a dilemma to whether retake or not to. Brought the good news back home and also have a discussion with my parents and sister. My sis adviced me not to retake and wanted me to concentrate on my other subjects. She said what if ii retake and got a b3 again, isn't that a waste of time and money? Think it over for n times and finally squeeze the answer out and that is not to retake and focus on other subjects. Every time in chinese lesson, ii will do my own things and ii tend to listen to my chinese teacher teaching the class. May be ii was not getting used to, haha.


Thursday in pc lesson, mdm usha was not here but we were given work to do. We were asked to do a mindmap using the ss notes. Have fun doing that, haha.



Nice hand writing?? hehe..it was all written by me, hehe..

Erm, watermelon grown on the trees? haha. Done by all the chinese students in our class..

Meet brenda to go to school together. Before meeting her, ii answered a call from huimin. She asked me where i'm at and ii told her ii was at my blk just left the lift. Then she asked me to lend her my pe shorts because she forgot to bring for the handball match. Then i quickly ran home smiling. ii also don't know why ii felt so happy. When ii reached home, my mum and sis asked me why ii go home and ii told them that one of my malay classmates wanted to lend pe shorts from me. ii told them this because ii knew if ii said huimin was the one who wanted to lend, they will not let me lend it to her. ii knew ii was in the wrong for not telling them the truth. Therefore, just now when ii came home, ii told my mum that actually huimin was the one who wanted to lend the pe shorts. My mum told me that if she knew it, she would not allow me to lend her my shorts in an angry way. After taking the pe shorts, ii ran to find brenda as she waited quite a long time. When we met, she asked me why ii was late and ii told her that ii ran back home to take pe shorts for huimin and she reacted the same as my mum.


When we reaches school, we chatted for a while and they went to auditorium for the preparing of balloons. ii went to find mingkang they all. After that went to quadrangle to line up and huirong, huimin came. We talked for a while and watched the performance that was going on. After the performance, we had handball match and ii gave huimin the pe shorts to let her change. But she didn't even say thank you to me. I'm not particular about this but... After that ii heard them said that later they are going to k box. But they still didn't asked me to join them, hais. Then, ii isolated myself and sat at the corner because we have nothing to talk about. But they also didn't care about me, quite sad. Lucky ii got brenda and shiyun to accompany me after that. My class got into the semi-final and got a third place and brenda's class got a second place. The champion is 4n1 ii think. As ii said, winning is not as important, the important thing is the process. So long as we knew that all of you have done you best. So i'm not quite sad about it. After the match, huirong and huimin went back without telling me, may be i'm just not an important person to them. May be ii was just a failure...


After that ii also went home and get prepared to go out with brenda and shiyun. Shiyun said that she will wear the tube top that she bought not long ago and ii said ii will accompany her to wear some sort like a tube top. But when ii saw her, she wore tank top, hais, bluff me. Then they still said that ii was very exaggerating wearing until so nice, hais. No choice, my mum wanted me to wear this way. We went bugis to buy shorts for my sis and a halter top for myself. After that meet jia en to have their dinner, steamboat. When we were in the mrt, saw one cute boy boy that was carried by his grandfather. He was so cute and have big round eyes, so envious. He also called me jie jie, so happy and he brightened up my day, haha. Still remembered when in sunday, saw my uncle and his family. He had a child ii think it's the same age as ii saw the boy boy earlier. My uncle asked his child to kiss me on my cheek and after that he left some saliver on my face, omg!!, haha. After that went to eat steamboat, ii didn't eat anything because ii was not hungry and ii wanted to go home eat. We were having fun there, chatting and chatting about everything, haha. ii reached je interchange at around 9pm and called my mum to asked her to wait for me downstairs because ii was afraid about " something ". Then when ii reached my blk, 3 men stood up when they saw me. Then when ii was with my mum, ii turned and saw them looking at me. My mum said that lucky ii called her to wait for me, if not they will follow me home. ii only know that this 3 person ii have not seen before, so scary. Next time if i'm going back late again, ii will asked my mum to wait for me although it was very troublesome...hais...

Yesterday huimin and huirong wanted to invite mingkang to go to celia's birthday on wednesday after the celebration of national day. Mingkang said that he don't know whether he wanted to go or not, den huimin interrupted and wanted him to go with them. She said the more the merrier but the " more " doesn't include me. I awaited them to ask me to go but failed. I feel kind of disappointed. Today felt even more disappointed and sad. My class wanted to wear my last year class t-shirt but huirong, alvin, hazig and ridzwan don't have it because we were in the different classes last year. Then when we tried to talk to them, they decided to wear red but some of them didn't want to wear. We overheard alvin and some of our classmates that they wanted to wear school uniform. Then huirong said she wanted to wear school uniform also and ii think that ii should accompany her to wear. She told huimin that she and me will be wearing school uniform and she said we all should wear red. Then after that she became very angry and ignore huirong and me. After the lesson, she went off to the other class very fast and didn't wait for huirong. ii tried to comfort huirong and said everything would be find if you try to talk to her. When we reached the classroom, Huimin's face was very " black ". ii was very urgent and wanted to go toilet, ii asked huimin whether she wanted to go or not but she shook her head. The ii asked huirong to accompany mii to go. When we was walking to the toilet, huirong told me that huimin will be even more angry now because she talk to me. The ii asked her whether is she that asked huimin to talk to me and she said yes as we were all classmates. Hais. Indeed huimin was even angrier, she didn't want to talk to me and ignore me.


ii thought, did ii do anything wrong? ii didn't even spoke a word, how could that be? Hais, ii also don't know. Last time asked my sis something and she said she got " selective memory loss ". She said that if had to remember everything, it would be very tiring. Then, ii also feel like having this " selective memory loss ", like that, ii will forget about all those things that was unhappy. Shufeng asked me a very good question, he said : " Then what if those which is happy ? " I was stumbled upon it. Hais...

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