EMO-IN~~~~



Although you pm mii in msn yesterday but ii don't really enjoyed it. ii felt frustrated and bewildered.
Before that ii didn't know that you will online and ii even thought that u have already blocked and deleted mii. Never did ii thought that you will online and even pm mii. The first reaction ii had was shocked. ii didn't know why my heart was racing and why my hands are so cold. ii don't know whether to be happy or not. You threw mii a question instead of saying those hi or hello to mii. ii think u really don't treat mii as a friend at all now. ii did chat with your friends before because ii wanted to clarify some things from them. Am ii wrong in doing that? You told mii they laughed at mii. And my reply was never mind. You said you don't know what i'm thinking. Same to me, ii also don't know what is in your mind. What you expect mii to say? Say ii care what they say about mii or what? They are your friend. ii didn't want to tense up your relationship with them. ii didn't want to put you in a spot. Do you care? You told mii, they say and you listen. Do you really care? If you are, you will stop them from what they are saying. Do you even bother to speak up for mii? NO. OR am ii an embarrassment to you? Are you ashamed that ii was once you girlfriend? MY GOSH!!!!!!!! Who would like people to say bad things behind their back? Please, try putting yourself in my shoes. What will you do if you were mii? What will you do or even say when you are in my position? ii can't stop what they want to say. ii can't possibly glue up their mouth right? So what exactly you want mii to do or say? Please tell mii what you want mii to say. Please come straight to the point. Now then ii realise you really don't understand mii at all. If you know mii, you weren't be telling mii all these to upset mii even more. Yeah, you claimed that you don't know what I'm thinking. Indeed and that's for sure because you don't understand mii at all and you didn't even want to understand mii. Am ii right? What ii can do is stop all the chats between mii and your friends from now onwards. Are you satisfy now? And now, ii totally lost my judgement and thoughts towards people as well as the confidence in myself. ii can't differentiate who is speaking the truth and who is not. ii don't even dare to face myself. ii feel as if I'd been stabbed in the chest over and over again. Please, I'm pleading you, don't take mii as a idiot, can you?



ii always thought that giving in can make the relationship last longer but I'm wrong. You know why ii didn't quarrel or threw temper at you? It's not that ii don't have any temper. That's because ii didn't want our relationship to turn sour. Then, ii realise that for a relationship to work, the couple must learn to give and take. There's no way you can have a relationship to last long when a party just give in and the other take. Anyway, it's already too late to say all these things.



What's wrong with mii??

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